Don't mind this...

I like to help, but when it comes to receiving other people's willingness to help, give or share with me, I become a bloody cynic. Not like there are no good and genuine people, it’s just me and my many weaknesses. I always have this ugly tendency to ask myself: "but why is he or she doing this for me; what's in it for him or her?"

But that’s just the A-side. On the B-side, it's a good thing because I don't get disappointment just like that. I always anticipate some degree of selfishness.

This is why I look deep into everything, and praise the Lord I don’t discover your intention to be self-centered, otherwise you’ll never have what you intended, especially not when what you're trying to depict is inspired by the sole desire to date some girl I know. I’ll make sure you bounce like a bounced cheque, and you’ll use your insufficient funds to pay the penalty - try me!!!!