January 15 - emotions

That feeling when you're tryna be a man about it, telling family and friends to stay safe and do nothing reckless. Y'know, being the pacifier that a man is traditionally expected to be. But as you refresh your browser and see comments and count downs like 'oh hell no, so this is about to get real? Bottling up the trepidation, like geez, all these should just end already. God, I hope so!