Devilish

No people can be greener with envy than a people who can stand against the very things that they so painfully desire, but are perhaps unable to have. Such people cannot say nice things about anything that is not theirs, and in their attempt to swallow their envy or hide their insecurity and desire to be you, they’ll try to pollute your spirit by passing judgment on everything you do, say or wear.

Some of them will stalk you, trying to make friends with you or even offer their services to help you carry your load, but in truth, their only motivation is to see what’s in that load that you’re carrying. If you refuse to let them in on your affairs, they’ll start behaving like high school lowlifes, accusing you of arrogance, or thinking that you think you’re the center of the universe. Even when you speak English where English is suitable, or employ class where class matters, they’ll say you’re full of yourself.

I am sure y’all must have heard comments like: ’Defa Forgneh Defa Cute’, ’Yow Defal Ndanka, Nyun Xam Nanj La’, ‘Yow Kanj Nga Fi’, ‘Yow Ko Fi Geun’, ‘Yow Denga Ovala Yeug Sa Borpa’, ‘Ngai Nuro Kudul Dem Kama’, ‘Ken Falleh Wut Sa Allel’, ‘Amulor Lu Fi Ken Amut’ - but if you ask me, why should they be bothered if they don’t really give a heck about you or what you have, if they’re not in a way confirming that you’re everything that they say you’re not?

It is even more fucked up when men take on such bitchiness. I don’t know, I think it is on account of the fact that open hostility will kind of make their hate evident, so they try to get what they want under the guise that they’re being blunt. However, the good news is, no amount of resentment can get in the way of inevitable finesse, that’s written, just that the newer the levels you pull off, the newer the devils you’ll be drawn against, and giving in to the devil is immaturity